right now i at home all alone. .so bored. .dunno what to do. .this situation make me missed my son so much. .he was not at here right now. .he was followed my husband family for a holiday. .damn missed him so much. .later need to cook something for my husband. .today i got pendidikan islam paper 1 and 2. .think i can passed for this paper. .but for my sejarah and math paper. .i don't think i can pass. .hurm. .:(. .i think next year need to take back spm for paper math and sejarah. .hahaha. .so there is 4 paper left. .hope i can do better for the next paper. .as for my pregnancy. .i think i'm gonna giving birth soon. .all the symptoms day by day clearly can be seen. .hmm. .but if can i hope only after i finish spm then i give birth for my 2nd child. .hehe. .i wonder what is my child gender. .i want to scan to see the gender. .but all people said don't have to scan. .let it be a suprises. .my mother in law really like girl. .but for my father in law. .he more like it if boy. .girl also he want. .argh!!suddenly got headache. .need to stop writing now. .

so long didn't touch my blog. .don have much time to wrote my blog. .so far my life got nothing changes. .evryday my life was up n down. .but now. .i started to accept evrything. .to me. .what goes around. .will come around. .my relationship wif my hubby quite ok now. .but my relationship wif my mum is still 50-50. .too many things happened. .about my lil' sis. .my bro. .my lil' bro. .my real mother. .my mum. .n so on. .its all happened in my fmly. .thinking of it will only give me headache. .hurm. .dunno wat to write on my blog. .too many story i have. .but for sure. .rite now i was sitting for spm. .hope i can do better on my exam. .i also can't wait for my 2nd baby. .dunno it is a boy or a girl. .don care wat it is. .as long me n my baby safe. .n i really hope i will only give birth after my spm is done. .hehehe. .so funny. .a pregnant mum is sitting for spm. .can't u imagine it??